Get Me Out (Of This) (2010)
installation

Get Me Out (Of This) is actually 3 separate pieces combined into the 4th, a site-specific installation which acts as a slight psychological profile of my struggle of living in New Hampshire and reaching out towards the outside world. Having been in New Hampshire for most of my life, I have a heavy love/hate relationship with it (generally the “love” can be replaced with “putting up with”). I don’t particularly try or want to stay here but it seems to keep happening. I have things I like and dislike about the area and find myself frustrated pretty often here though I do actively wonder about my own hang-ups with geography and how much my actual physical location truly affects my psychological state. Much of this stems from travelling overseas starting from the time I graduated high school and trying to travel (& occasionally live outside the US) while working as an artist for at least 12 years afterward yet subsequently finding myself still in my technical hometown (though I was born in Los Angeles, I was raised in NH). I did plant myself rather firmly in the area after being one of the founders of the now-defunct ellO gallery&shop in Portsmouth, NH, a place which also qualified as “love/hate” yet it did become a kind of “place within a place”, removed yet part of the community. I have an obsession with trying to make myself a type of global citizen, someone who transcends typical geography by either moving though the world physically or perceptually through research and awareness. I do feel my greatest struggle comes with the everyday routine of life and trying desperately to find alternate routes through the tragicomedy of living. Installed at Buoy Gallery, Kittery, Maine, US.